Going to Jakarta

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true enough last night we went to the market to search for supper. We wandered around in pasar malam with dad and bro looking for stuffs. I finally bought cute pinky comb and dad with his cds. Bro bought ramlee burgers, while me and dad looking for the jelly coconuts and fried bananas to bring home. Well my dad cant resist tempations so he finally bought heavy supper again-prawn mee. Cos of going to the market, i missed half an hour of channel 8 9 o clock shows.

what else shld i pack later? im going to parkway later to have my photo taken for my visa. My flight would depart at 4.30 today...hope the visa thingy would be more easy procedures than what i thought..hm.

I went to the market again early in the morning today with dad to buy groceries for our home stocks. We had curry and kaya breads for our breakfast today..huammmmmmmmm

usual activities

This morning I woke up feeling extremely tired, I hardly opened my eyes and dragged myself into the bathroom thinking..."I shld wake up early going to meme's sch to have her sch formed signed with my dad today.."

As always i saw my dad watching tv while rubbing and cleaning his agarwoods dwnstairs..busy bee in the morning cos u could hear all the activities going on in the early morning-sound of TV, sound of my dad working with the woods, sound of coming fr the kitchen, all the plates being BING and BANG you could hear..I just made my way to clean up myself and get ready for today's activities..Had my breakfast fried rice which was not really appetizing but thats okay..

ANyway we got off fr home at around 8.30, took 196 to bedok and transfered to no 69 bus to finally Temasek polytechic where my sis's sch is...we were lucky we got thre early it only took the whole signing thing not even more than 10 mnts except watching them get ready yeah we have to wait for quite a while..i had my sis's Q for the line that we can just get to the stage and have that form signed as soon as possible just like what i had expected.

On our way bck home, we bought some foods to go along with our porridge for lunch-Toge, Cwee kuih, soon kuehs-it was pretty light lunch that made my dad and me hungry we decided to eat snacks during our evening time..pretty bored afternoon im havin today cos when i went dwnstairs, i saw the master bedrm's door closed meaning my dad is having his noon nap..soon enough i just joined him in the lala land in living room white sofa..hm..i was thinking what else shld i packed for my destination to jakarta tmrrw?

Last night after watching our regular 10 o clock chinese channel 8 show, as usual my dad asked us if we were hungry and he suggested we go to our usual 15 mnts walk market..so me dad bro and sis decided to company him..there was this pasar malam which made my dad happy there was a lot of food to choose from..he decided to have 2.50 mee kia and a lil bit of pasar malam stuffs like chicken sticks and fried fish balls, coconuts and coconuts jelly..then we got home eating while chatting and drinking coconuts for our supper. Hm..wonder if dad is going to have supper again today..

I felt so bloated now i just had my dinner, had my chinese black tea to lessen the bloatedness while listening to chinese 93.3 radio..while Dad watching channel 8 shows dwnstairs..

Rainy tuesday

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Early in the morning i went out with my dad to parkway parade just for the purpose of getting a massage. My dad knws how to enjoy life. The whole procedures took like an hour for leg and back to head massage. It was quite a pain-relieved too. But i got uncomfortable when one of the massager sent a young dash good looking man to massage me. He kept looking at me i dnt knw why so i just bend my whole head dwn pretending i was sleeping.

After we got out, we went to breadtalk to look out for breads. Then my dad decided to just hang around at yakun kaya toast to have his kopi O and i ordered sometgh new fr their menu-french toast with kaya. The original bread tasted much better than the french toast. Next, my dad decided we shld get breadtalk for home so we bought quite a few breads and one whole loaf of carrot bread plus 3 for a dollar curry puff along the roadside walk

Earlier when we were about to get home, my dad told me he wanted to buy Prada glasses but i told him it was 500plus plus. Wondered why he want that glasses for..hmm ON our way bck we met cai leng pek looking for my dad..it was a rally boring afternoon i just decided to go to bugis by myself again..bought two clothings for myself and got myself drenched cos of the heavy rain.
Regret going there cos rains made my head giddy now. After i got bck home, I straight went to shower my whole head just to prevent fr getting a cold and had my early dinner as usual.
The nxt thing i knw, i was bored again so here i am blogging!

Anyway tomorrow is the 28th..my last day in singapore..hm..im just going to stick around in the house and have my sis's sch form signed for her in the sch. Then im going bck to jakarta have my visa applied and approved..hope everything is going smoothly. I cant wait to go to sf now.
audios

Giddy Giddy Yap!

So like what I promised fia we went out to bugis today cos today is the only day she's off fr working. We got thre like around 11 i think and she was late..so i just made my way to make a prayer at the temple. We pretty much just hanged around the bugist street area browsing for clothings..

Sofia got herself a dress just for 10 bucks..then we headed bck to fill our stomach for lunch at bugis junction at the top floor. Superb! After a while we got bored, we decided to just hanged around at the airport..and finally arrived at terminal 3 by SMRT. It was a really nice quiet environment..nice for ppl who's having much thoughts..i told sofia to go up to the top floor to look for aeroplanes view..i relaxed my mind by just looking at the planes...so did sofia. HAHA and needless to say somehow i felt like as though im a lesbian earlier..HAUHAUHAUA. Anyway..we took skytrain bck to terminal two.. and decided to just sit around at nearby caffe cos of menstruation kills my vagina..so we chose the coffee bean..sofia treated me ice mango and got herself ice strawberries each for 7.30 which was way too pricey. And ofcourse we gossiped bout all stuffs. Too bad we didnt take pictures!

We had dinner at parkway parade so we took bus 36 fr the basement and had our meal at usual food court. Had fun at least.. :)

Sleepy day

MAn..been really sleepy and sloppy lately. Somehow my body is just aching all over.. and had no idea why! my eyes are like halway open when i talked to people and had no mood at all. haiz

I went to the market with my dad and bro this morning for the purpose of getting mushrooms. But we ended up buying lots of eating stuffs like my cwee kuih i got it for only 60 cents and 2 dollars for my dad's yong tofu. cheapy cheapy foods!

This day seems to be a longer day than what i thought. Earlier when i woke up fr my sleep, i realized it was only 1 cos it seems like 3 to me..bloodyhell so i just went dwnstairs looking for my snacks time so i just made my usual evening cup of tea to dip along with corny biscuits and some snacks that we managed to buy in sheng shiong last night. zzz..it took only 30 mnts for the whole procedures that when i looked bck at the clock, GEez it was only 1.30...so i just went bck tp my sleep again.

Next right after i woke up, i went dwnstairs bck to eat my snacks again..waited for my dad to come bck fr the office but i guessed he must've got bck at around 4 smtgh. My bro asked me if i want to go the airport with him to spy on meme..but i decided Nah..its not a very nice thing to do. i guessed he's just bored he decided to go to slp on my bed nxt room. My dad just called to tell me to get ready at 5 for our dinner outside and i told him okay. Im thinking about my visa in jkt..Hope it would be a really fast procedures..hope the people there in the embassy wont give me too much trouble..

I had the sudden urge to not go to Sf somehow..cos i will leave my dad alone with my mom. I just dnt want him to go everywhere alone cos somehow he is always confused.for the past few days ive been accompanying him everywhere to buy his seeds for planting in chinatwn..we walked quite a distance in a sunny hot day..but thats okay i loved being his companion. I loved it when he's happy like when he talked with the seed's seller, im surprised they talked like they're an old friend..it took me for more than an hour to listen them talking and laughing..
Somehow i just knw my dad is just so restless, thinking too much problems, worse thing is he smokes over the limit..and still dares to tell me his chest pains sometimes and few nights bck he got real bad headache all of a sudden..haiz..What to do? I just love him too much im so worried for his health..he is pretty much bored all the time that he looks for foods everytime..DAD oh DAD pls take care of urself!

I got this funny feeling earlier when i woke up, i suddenly thought..what's the purpose of being a human being? that shitty feeling i got suddenly made me realized we all got to cherish each other..i dreamt of thre's no longer my dad and mom..thre's only 5 of us...and all of us have children already..we're old at around 40's and 50's already and in that dream, i got the feeling of worriedness for my children..scared of them not knwing how to handle things in life..and all of a sudden, im dead. ANyway..that dream was one scary dream in my afternoon nap. I got so emotional after woking up..i realized why dad and mom kept nagging at us..

I looked bck at our old photos in computer..shoot i just realized how much we all changed..everybody is just growing up..while dad and mom they've grown old..everytime i looked bck at our old photos, it made me realized how i wish i could turn bck times.

How i wish Bro graduated already so that he could help dad on his business..I felt sorry for my dad at his age he still has to work hard to find money for us..get married so that my mom would be happy. haiz..it's just too draggy..hope sis and bro would find their loved ones soon! Im just not sure about me..cos somehow..i cant get over him..not fully. I guessed it's all karma. I used to play on ppl's feelings back when i was in high sch...look what happened to me now..i felt useless! Tell me how to get over ur loved ones!!! I tried not to look bck.haizz...

Anyway i hate bein so emotional to myself. I have to stop now..and OH man..its only 3.30...
What shld i do next? its going to start raining outside...rain rain rain oh rainn...

HOT weather

Cant stand the weather so much for past few days. Kept sweating all over........grr
My dad is coming tmrrw to pick me up then we're going to Jakarta to produce my visa.
haiz..im so bored, got nothing to do and im too lazy to go out too cos of the sunny weather.

Still so much better living in indonesia. I miss xiao hei so much..I want to go bck..have my favourite best lontong in kedai manalagi opposite my dad's office, have kak yuni's homemade indonesian delicacies for lunch..food here is OH-man..really had no appetite after looking at it.

I miss my big sis and my big bro too..when will they come home. Let's all gather around again like the last holiday..really had fun. My small bro and sis went out early this morning leaving me feeling so bored in this house. Oh oh sis and bro's bday is coming. one is 21 and the other is 19. Big boy and gal already. HAHAHA. Luv them. wonder what shld i got for them..hm

ANyway..im thinking if i shld go to parkway later hanging out in border reading books or just stay at home. huammmmm..i feel so sleepy now. Maybe i shld just go to slp in my own lala land.
HUAmmmmmm....

suckers relatives

Ive been bearing the hotness in this city with my Sweat dropping all the time resulting in wet hair since this morning!!!!!! Stupid weather.

What made me feel stupider was when my cousin just got bck fr sch, straight walked into my bedroom while i was just opposite in a study room, and GREAT there she goes again..turn on the aircon!BRAVO!
WEW..felt the stupidity in me by bearing with all the shitty hot room no turning on the aircon. I knw some ppl are jst so blunt and what i called bloody thick skinned.

C'me on..when will all this be over? Get over it already..Since the day i study in singapore..had been living with all kind of cousins..They were nightmares, HARD to deal with, INCORPORATIVE, and WORST of ALL..UNGRATEFUL bunch of people.

What do we get in return? How i wish i wanna tell my mom to be not sooo innocent..mind u they are just using you! Well..what do my parents get from them in return? NOTHING! not even visiting here at this house..well..except for CHInese New Year which I find it so BLOODY FAKE!
Fake to the extend they just want a big angpao. WHo else gave them big angpao except for my parents? Some going bck to hmtwn, not celebrating with us, dnt even bother to call and greet them fr the phone.They try to be nice in front of U..well..thy sweet-talked u too, as if they caree bout u.. REALY?! yeah right..So hard to get their help. Like the guarantor thingy, they would find ONE thousand excuses whatever thousand u name it...just to say they were scared they would get involved..WELL IN SHORT...They are FAKERS! or shld i say FUCKERS? hmm..wait let me debate about it..hm..yah i guess they are fuckers.Real fuckers..hardcore fuckers. That the only one word in mind I could think of for them!

Why do We always the one who goes there? Why not They make the effort by coming here and NOT im the one who always took the sweat and effort going to their house almost every once in a week..Come to think of it now.I was just gullible last time..NOT ANYMORE!
We gave all of u free hosting while u guys studying here, EVERYTHING! BUt pls make the effort by saving us some money switching off the switch while u done with ur laptop, lights and not just leave it as if YOU guys pay the bill too..I thought it was already over when the last batch moved fr this house..yeay VICTORY! turns out..the other way round..

Well..some ppl they dnt really stay here for years, but they happened to come by staying over for three days to a week then BOOm they left. Its always been like that since my dad bought a condo in singapore..this house is just like a terminal for them. LIke u knw when we go to sf, we have to transit either in Hk or korea..so my house is like korea and hk to them! WOW im amazed..well...no surprise cos if ever Im the govt I would be more than happy for ppl like them to come and spend money in the city..Turned out,we spending more money to welcome them.NOW that they got a house themselves, they dnt even care for visiting.

I hate to be faker myself, i wanna tell straight in front of u guys, But again probs wouldnt be solved when words are spread fr mouth to mouth resulting in Mom scolding us, her children. Like u knw how much my mom loves her relatives. Cos i rem my sis putting stuff like this "I hate my cousins", the nxt day we got a scolding..KOMPAS mouth what i called..more efficient and fast than kompas news.-express delivery..Why do i called it express? here let me imagine this:
From MSN[in SF] to cousins in MSN [Singapore] to maybe their MOM [who are my fuckers aunties] to finally my MOM...

I am so pity my dad..mind all of u guys he doesnt earn money by shaking his ass off..He worked hard everyday..SWEAT,TIREDNESS..well who knws HIS AGONY?! i guess only his children.
My dad is just one extra ordinary kind person..extraordinary to the extend he could just willingly keep all the burden to himself.. pays every household bills which is always extraordinary pricey. Never in my life, I heard ppl pays 600 bucks and above for water electricity except for companies then yeah..I guess u ppl dnt knw paying aircon is pricey huh..Well im telling U ppl now that It IS! BIG THX to all those ungrateful ppl who used to live and still living here.

For that i wanna say to u all relatives..CONGRATULATIONS FUCKERS!
What all this relationship, blood relation thingy..WELL WHO CARES? I dont buy that anymore.
JUst as long as u guys dnt mess with my family,then i guess WE're through!

YOu ppl Got to learn take criticism.C'me on look up urself into the mirror cos i knw after reading this, You guys will definately find thousand of excuses saying im really at fault.Yah i guess u guys are always right.. Dnt expect me to be the same like i used to be. YES, i hold my chin up when i said all u guys are just bunch of fuckers. SO STOP messing with MY FAMILY

Teppanyaki

I had teppanyaki for my lunch today at changi arport with my small bro and sis.
Happyly bloated!

Headed to parkway parade to meet my friend, sofia, hanging chatting around at mccaffe.
Wonder what will i do tmrrow..

Bugis day

Just got bck from bugis with my sis and Jul, the skeleton bone. HAHA!

we kinda explored all of the bugis street earlier. happy cramping and sweating and alas finally got some stuff we bought. I bought pretty dress for just 10 bucks..so worth it huh. Moving on next, we went to the junction area, which pretty much made my sis thought of buying her favourite, Takapochi. I just realized bugis changed so much today! it got everything i want in there! HAHA. all my favourites..like the soupy thingy i used to have called clam chowder in san francisco..then the crepes which made me thought of japan town in ther too..HEAVENLY!

After wandering around smtimes, i made my sis bought two boxes of takapochi, one for her and me. HAHA. it was a pretty brilliant idea to scrimp out some money for myself..Gotcha! well..she lives in sgpore and she got pocket money once in a week, while I dont! so blame no one else..muahauhauhauahua. Well..jul..u can say she's almost out from the picture. She ate nothing except helped to recommend which food is nice. I was so craving for muffins earlier that made me buy three! banana walnut which is my all time favourite, blueberry which i gave to my sis and apple which was just my random pick!

Well my dad told us to buy his 4D numbers when my sis asked me if there's any store to buy 4d in bugis ,I told her no there's none. That was why we had to transport to parkway parade just to get those numbers. We're trying to be good daughters u see..my sis told me to just tell him there's none of the store for us to buy 4d earlier, it kinda made me feel quilty i told her...NAH! let me just go there while u and jul stay here. My guessed have been right she's quilty by following me to parkway parade. HAHAHA. good daughters are just good daughters. Thre's nothing u can lie even though u knw.. u tried to bluff..cos in the end u will feel like ur quilty!..HAHAHA

We ended our day eating at hawker and had this delicious Yong tofu. It pretty much made my day! i got new dress! im trying to look for any simple sexy clothers for my next trip..HAWAII!
too much to buy i can just go bankrupt. Shld save some money for myself.!well. I do knw my own limit..im not that crazy shopaholic gal.

Hope my flu would be so much better tomorrow. Bye bloggie

what do U do in this kind of situation

So.. I just got bck fr my nearby store browsing as usual my all time favourite snacks, without realizing there's this old man around sixties had been looking at me. First thought i had was
"well maybe he's just happened to look at me and I happened to look at him too. No big deal"

I just felt smtgh is not at all right with that man. How can he followed me whenever i went into section by section of snacks as if afraid to lose out my tracks..u knw..like a lil kid who's afraid of losing his mom..I made things sound easy by telling myself I dnt wanna make bad assumptions for him. When i squatted dwn reaching for the snacks i wanna buy, he scanned at my thighs..
I got up, turned to him and glared at his perverted look.

DOnt wanna mess around with him anymore, I straight away went up to cashier only to knw he was behind me pretending he's done buying and he needs to pay up too..sickening..I was thinking how shld i go bck walking in a dark road to my home at that time..up next with him paying, I hurried myself opening the glass door making sure im safe he's not follwing fr behind, I turned back and noticed he looked back at me too but was stuck in front of the cashier with his things..
GOod thing the cashier went on slow doing the machine thingy..phew..

Sickening pervert old man. Never mess up with this kind of man. so much of a trouble just to get that one snack..

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Will try logging in casually and occasionally and not every once in a yr.

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